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  Copyright © 2017 by Charmaine Ross

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  Published in Australia

  Daman’s Angel Published 2017

  Daman’s Angel first published 2012

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  Daman’s Angel was previously published as Daman’s Angel with Crimson Romance in 2012.

  Chapter One

  Death shouldn’t feel this bad.

  Pre-conceived ideas of floating on clouds touched his mind. He was a bit vague on the whole process of what should happen when one died, but he was sure it didn’t include a world of pain. Maybe he hadn’t ended up in the place he’d thought when one mentioned death.

  He couldn’t breathe, but his lungs felt as though they worked. Something else. A weight. A gossamer soft, silken-skinned, good-for-the-soul weight. He pried open heavy eyelids; blinked back vision. A thick strand of silver hair was wrapped across his cheek smelling of fresh earth and clean rain.

  The woman.

  She’d come between him and the gun. They hadn’t seen her. He’d pleaded. Run. But she just held her hand to him. It had been temptation and he had succumbed. Their fingers had locked, then…

  His brows furrowed as he tried to order events. Lightning. It ripped down, speared through her. Electricity pounded through their joined hands, zapping and crackling pure energy.

  There was thunder at the same time. No, not thunder. Haki’s gun. Blood dripped onto him. Her blood. Red blemishing perfection. Her eyes had opened wide. A startled bright blue. Then she had collapsed on top of him.

  “Where’d she come from?” He remembered a yelp from Ben.

  “Let’s get out of here.” That was Haki.

  They’d turned their backs and ran like the cowards they were. But they would be back to kill him. Kill her, too, while they were at it. He had to get out of here before they came back. When those two were calm enough to reason that facing Vincent Lepski without killing him first was far worse than facing a woman who appeared from thin air, they would come and finish their job.

  He tried to rise, but the woman was pressed over his chest, weighing down cracked ribs and a gut that’d taken abuse. He pried her away, slipping beneath her so that he managed to sit with her curled and unconscious in his lap.

  He tucked aside a strand of her hair. Blood seeped from the wound. It caked thick on her temple, and pooled in her hair. The cut looked deep. Nasty. She’d taken the bullet for him. He took a handkerchief from a jacket pocket and staunched the flow, wiping the blood from her skin.

  Her silver hair tumbled over her shoulders in effortless shining waves. He’d never seen a woman so beautiful. Her skin was porcelain, flawless. She held the beauty of the ancients on her oval face. Each angle, each plane seemed to have been weighed and measured until it had reached an exact dimension. High arching brows perfectly framed her eyes. Full rounded lips the color of spring cherry blossoms. Sensuous and soft. A glowing radiance shimmered within her skin.

  Her arms were around his waist, as if she’d come to wrap him in them. Slender and long, her fingers were tucked along his sides as though she had been reaching for him.

  Gossamer soft feathers caressed his arm. He remembered something soft touching him before he blacked out. He reached to touch them. Wings on her back, wrapped around them both. Protective. His fingers sunk into the feathers, delving into the softness. His hard, calloused hands hardly felt them at all even though his hand had sunk well in. He leveraged a tiny feather on his fingertip. Each strand was delicately perfect, shimmering with the gentle luminescence of moonlight.

  A frown formed on his forehead. Unanswered questions flooded his brain, the first being why would this extraordinary woman be wearing wings. Fancy dress? A kinky prostitute? It didn’t fit.

  He tucked her hair behind her ear. Something stirred in his mind. The whisper of a ghost of a forgotten memory. He was good with faces. He didn’t recognize her, and yet…on some deep level he sensed a familiarity. Surely he’d remember such a beautiful woman.

  She wore a thin dress, the material much too fine to keep her warm. Her dress flowed to her ankles, but did nothing to hide the shape of her figure beneath the light folds. Each curve, every angle of her perfect body was evident.

  He wondered how the wings were attached to her dress. There were no harnesses, or ties to keep them on her body. He touched the tip of her wing. Funny how it should be warm. Like touching the feathers of a bird. There was a definite muscle structure beneath the feathers, hard and unbending.

  His fingers slipped along the edge of the wing, behind her shoulder. She sighed, her face turned and he stilled, waited, but her eyes remained closed. There was no further movement. He continued feeling, down to the ends of the wing. There, the feathers were smaller, like silky-soft down. A little more and his fingers reached warm skin.

  There were no ties, no beginning or end between her body and the wings. The wing simply merged to her skin, the bone of the wing disappearing into her back. Part of her body. Her very warm, very real body.

  This was no costume.

  Air stilled in his lungs.

  His police-trained mind rejected the possibility, but the Catholic in him made him want to fall to his knees.

  It was incomprehensible, yet the evidence was in his arms.

  The impossible had come to earth.

  An Angel.

  That was when he reacted.

  His hands jerked from her, the full extent of his horror dawning on him, marathon breath pummeling in and out of his lungs. Cold sweat broke on his skin, soaking his clothes. He wanted to push her away from him, so he could stand and run and leave, but he didn’t want her on the wet, frigid ground. The perfect creature of heaven shouldn’t be left alone and unconscious in a black alley to fend for herself. He wouldn’t leave her unconscious and totally defenseless.

  His muscles ticked as adrenaline fought his reaction to be still. Years of tight control reined him in. He slowed his breathing, relaxed his muscles. His body reacted and slowed so the brain could think. Grasp. Understand. He cupped her face, slipped his hand onto her bare arm.

  She felt so…human.

  Rain fell, in large drops that tapped his shoulders. He couldn’t stay here in the cold, dark, rain with her like this. Neither could he take her to a hospital where God-knew-what might happen to her. He shuddered, thinking about subjecting her to such things. He didn’t want to go there for himself either. He wasn’t supposed to be here, doing what he’d done tonight. The police force wouldn’t stand behind him this time.

  Her dress was soaked to her skin. She must be cold. He took off his leather jacket, wrapped it as best he could over her wings and around her shoulders. He needed to be safe, needed to think. Rest. Sleep.

  Her eyes fluttered open. He was enveloped in brilliant blue so deep he could tumble into their depths. Striking blue, lit brilliantly with raw emotion. She watched him, as though she asked something of him, pleaded with him and waited for an answer, but he didn’t hear the question.

  “Can you hear me?” he asked. His voice cracked with the exertion of speaking. His diaphragm had been pounded so hard it made him nauseous.

  There was a scrape beyond the alley. A rubber sole against the wet ground.

  “We’ve got to get out of here,” he said. “Can you stand?”

  She watched him, blankness in her eyes. Apparently, angels didn’t
speak English. He tucked his hands beneath her arms and lifted her. He slung her arm over his shoulder to stabilize her. He needed his gun. They’d tossed it away when they’d taken it from him. He searched and saw it in deep shadow on the pavement next to the wall. He limped over to it and picked it up, balancing the angel as he did. The weight of the gun felt good in his hands. At least now he could protect her.

  He lurched to the end of the alley. One foot in front of the other. Teeth clenched against the jarring pain that rode out from his ribs, with the angel heavy against his side.

  “Almost there,” he said. Hopefully they could make it away before they saw them. Just as the thought came into his mind, Haki stepped around the corner. Ben followed. Daman instantly raised his gun.

  “Come to finish off the job?” Daman said.

  “How’d you get her here? That bullet was meant for you, bro,” Haki said. His black eyes glinted ice as he looked at the angel. His gun was pointed right at her.

  “Don’t think about it,” Daman said. “Imagine your afterlife if you kill her.”

  Ben lifted the corner of his lip. “Now is all I’m worried about.”

  Daman stiffened. He could talk through Haki’s thick brain, but Ben was another kettle of fish. Where Haki had a sliver of intelligence to balance out a lack of morals, Ben had neither.

  “Leave this for another day. She’s innocent.”

  Ben sniggered. “What, and let this golden opportunity pass me by? No way.”

  Daman balanced on the balls of his feet, ready to push the angel behind him and take Ben on, but before he could move, the angel slipped from his arms and rose silently into the air above his head. Long and graceful, her wings arched, extending to nearly touch both sides of the alley. She dove toward Ben and clipped the side of his head with the edge of her wing.

  Ben’s head snapped back. He dropped, unconscious before he fell onto the ground. Haki bolted from the alley, footsteps fading into the night. The angel staggered, reaching for the wall to help her to stand. Her wings drooped to the ground, the tips becoming filthy with the wet and the dirt.

  In two steps, Daman strode to her, winding his arm around her waist to help her stand. Her eyes fluttered closed and she fell limp into his arms. She’d attacked in a matter of seconds, shown no fear of Ben or the gun. And had saved him in the process.

  Ben lay prone, sprawled on the ground. A large bruise had already appeared where she had thumped him. There was strength behind those wings. But Haki had seen her and soon Vincent would know about her, too.

  He needed to take the angel somewhere safe. Where he didn’t know, but he needed to get the hell out of here. He cradled her in his arms. Her wings folded neatly over her back and followed the line of her body.

  He peered around the corner. The streets were empty. He made it to his car, placed her on the back seat and drove out of the city and to his apartment, confused as hell as to what he could do for her when she woke.

  Chapter Two

  She woke to a light-filled space. It was warm and she was cushioned by soft bedding; it almost caused her heavy eyes to close so she could drift back into the thick, dark sleep. She struggled against the lethargy that weighted her limbs, and knew there was a sense of urgency to her waking.

  There was nothing in particular about the room she found herself in, but it was obviously a bedroom. She was in the middle of a large bed. Around the edges of the room were pieces of furniture. A chest of drawers, a side table. Not fancy. But messy, covered in clothes and books and papers. There was a clock with blinking red figures that meant nothing to her. The clock was half covered by an upturned magazine. The people on the front were dressed in blue and were holding weapons. She shuddered and turned her head the other way. The things they held made her feel bad, as though something was very wrong about them.

  A streak of blinding pain ripped through her head when she moved. She squeezed her eyes shut against the quickly rising nausea.

  This didn’t feel right. It wasn’t the sickness or her throbbing head. It was a new feeling. One she was ignorant of. Heaviness. Density. Mass. She took up space instead of floating through it. When her stomach had settled, she cracked open her eyes; carefully this time, in case the feeling of sickness overcame her again.

  There was a person near her. A man sitting in a chair, facing her. His head had dropped to his chest, so that she saw mostly the top of his dark, short-cropped hair. Waves spiked in various clumps. A thick fringe fell over his forehead and obscured his eyes.

  He’d slouched into the chair. His arms were on the rests of the chair. Long tapered fingers drooped over the edges. Lean legs rested in front of him, sheathed in thick blue denim. He wore a faded black T-shirt beneath a leather jacket. The jacket scrunched about his torso and around his neck, crushed as he’d sat and drifted asleep. It didn’t hide the lean angles of his chest or the square wideness of his shoulders.

  Familiarity touched her mind. Warmth washed through her. She’d seen him before, had known him. Her forehead creased and she tried to pry a memory free. It was too hard; her head hurt too much, her memory hidden behind a veil.

  She reached toward him, overridden with the need to touch him. It was necessary that she do that. Vital. She had no strength, her arm was heavy. Her body so weighty. As though the earth wanted to bring it to the ground and claim her. Her arm dropped back onto the bed and she rested, concentrating on the strange feeling of solidity.

  She ran though her body with her mind, exploring from toes to the top of her head. She scrunched the blanket in her hand, feeling how the material filled her hand, how soft it was against her skin. The objects she touched seemed to be full of substance and weight.

  The man stirred. His head jerked backward, his eyes shot to hers and pierced her with a black, unfathomable gaze. Eyes that looked as though they had seen too much of life. She was instantly drawn in to the shining depths. They called to her, the desperation, the dark need, the craving to find the light. She saw it all, in that fraction of a moment, and somehow knew it to be true.

  How, she couldn’t reason. She only knew it was there. That he felt those things all the way to the core of his weary soul. It was a soul that needed to heal. She felt a strong urge to give him what he craved for, as though she could, just by wanting it herself.

  She called to him, told him to take from her, but he didn’t move. Didn’t hear. She thought louder, clearer, but still he didn’t react.

  He leaned forward, slowly bending so that his elbows rested on his knees. His cheeks and jaw were darkened with rough stubble, deepening shadows, drawing the dark from his eyes to the strain on his face. His movements were slow, as though to move cost him a lot of effort. He stared at her, measuring her.

  “How do you feel?” His voice was a smooth, low rumble.

  She opened her mouth, just as he had when he’d spoken, shaped her lips. “F-f-feeeelll,” she whispered. Her mouth was stiff, her tongue unused.

  He dipped his head, cupping his hands over his hair. “Great. No English,” he murmured.

  She wet her lips with her tongue. It seemed to help. “English. Yes,” she said.

  His head snapped up. “Can you understand me?”

  She could. She knew what she wanted to say to him, but finding the way to communicate was difficult. She nodded.

  “Where…where do you come from?”

  A shadow of an unformed memory slipped out of her reach. The headache increased, splitting her skull from the inside. She groaned, touched her fingertips to her forehead. In an instant, he’d perched on the edge of the bed. His weight made a dent her body tilted into. He was frowning at her, looking worried. She wanted to help him not be so worried. She wanted to answer him, but she couldn’t.

  She shook her head. Pain stabbed; if only it would go. If only she could think. Remember. Grasp the fleeting feelings that teased the edge of her mind.

  Her fingertips heated and pulsed with light-filled energy. It
flowed from her mind, to her hand and surrounded the pain. She closed her eyes, concentrating on taking the pain away. Heat moved through the pain. She imagined a light leading outwards, carrying the pain with it, flowing in it like a leaf on a river. Her hand cooled and she opened her eyes. There was no more pain. Her head was free of the crushing headache of moments before.

  She opened her eyes and smiled at him. He sat at her side, barely breathing, watching her. Silent. Still.

  “Don’t… be…” she couldn’t find all the words. Could only think the feeling of them. She’d frightened him. She didn’t want to do that.

  “Can you remember your name?” he asked. His voice was tense.

  “I…” She felt better now that the headache was gone. Her mind was clearing. She sat up. His shoulders tightened, an edginess crept into his stance, eyes narrowed. Ready to move, should he need to be. She didn’t want him to be like that around her. It wasn’t right.

  Something soft brushed her shoulders. She twisted. Feathers. Hers. She felt through them, as though they were an extension of her body, her skin. She raised her hand and spread her fingertips through the gossamer light strands. It was normal. Right for them to be there, as though she’d known they would be.

  She shook her head. “I… don’t know… name.”

  It didn’t seem to be familiar to have a thing—a name. She searched the dark cavern of her mind, but still there were no recollections of anything about herself. “Can you tell me…who…I am? Please?”

  She was desperate to know, needed to cling to some reality. If she knew what she was, then other memories would follow.

  He paused. He seemed intent on telling her something. It was important to him, so she would listen. “You’re not like me. Not…human.” His eyes hit the ground, then rose, back to hers, hesitating. Thinking.

  “An angel,” he whispered. “You’re…an angel.”

  “Ang-el,” she repeated. The word fit her tongue, but there was no meaning. No understanding. She placed her fingertips where she had been struck. There was no pain. The wound was healed, but it must have caused more damage than just to the flesh.